Wrong Idea
I think I gave off the wrong idea. Nothing really happened happened. I just finally know for sure.
No, I don't think she'd ever actually do anything. I don't think she'd be that forward. She just beats around the bush. Er... hints. Yeah.
What is really weird is that it's like high school again where I don't know how to act. Like she's looking right through me and knows I'm freaked out.
But I don't think it's going to go anywhere. It's been a long time since I've done anything in that neighborhood.
And on another topic,
I'm SO ready for graduation in December. Other than being completely confused about where I'm going after I'm out, I'm looking forward to it. I'm going to miss everyone.
In a few years I'll have a kid and a mortgage. Wow, the thought of a tame me.
Being a grown-up is not as fun as we thought it would be, is it?
posted by Kara @ 3:11 PM
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Sure, being able to drink alcohol and drive and drink alcohol while driving isn't as cool as I thought it would be when I was five, but at least I can stay up as late as I want to. And my ability to manipulate women into having sex with me has gotten a little better since elementary school. And I can eat cookies whenever I want. But now that I think about it, I don't even want to eat cookies right now and I don't even keep any at home. Yeah, being a grown up sucks.
Look guys being a grown up is complicated. You can't say "it's good" or "it's bad" it's something that's inside of us now, all of us, it's that feeling you get when you don't show up to work for 6 days or the feeling you get when you steal a Sprite Remix when you could have easily paid for it. Thats our grown up side saying - Hey! what the hell are you doing you lazy bastard? You're less than nothing. Why are you even alive? why don't you just give up? Thats the voice of our 'grown up angel' as I like to call it. Anyway in conclusion, being a grown up is about responsiblity, respect and multiple innervoices that you can't shut off no matter how scared you get, and you drink and you drink and one day you wake up and you're 45, you've been divorced twice, and you haven't seen your kids in 8 years..................
I hope I helped out guys!
You should invite her over for a viewing of Desperate Housewives.
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